so goes the frst line of a very popular hymn.. yes.. no man can live isolated.. from the others.
yet.. the time when he derives his strength his convictions are the times that he spends with him self.
yet he craves for company. to share his thoughts. his defeats. his joys.. but sharing is a two way ... one cannot share wit someone who is not receptive to you. how do you tell someone your state of mind. when they do not understand what you are saying..
how do you except them to undertand you ectasy.. when they do not relate to you expereience.. in that sense we are still alone.. ulitmaley its only ourselves that we can decide and count on..
remaining all will change.. so we need to be able to console ourselves.. encourage ourselves..
pacify our selves.. be confident of our happiness...pull our selves out of the depths of despair...

and after all this.. stand among others.. n face them again.. all of them.. ppl out to malign you.. people out to take advantage of you.. ppl to whom you are nothing more than a few mins of talk.. ppl who pretend to be for you good.. but iwll not think twice before doing something tht will hurt you so much..
and the same ppl who will be sympathetic to you.. i dont want anyones sympathy.. just want my due...
i have worked for it.. i slog for it.. and yet.. i am bypassed..............i hate. the feeling..........:-(

no matter what.. it all bolis down to ourselves.. how we can handle it.. and how we work towards it..

and i cant handle it any longer.. i feel like i am holding on to a rope.. that i need to prevent from slipping.. and yet.. my fingers are aching now.. the rope is slipping...
and i am too tired.. to squeeze my fingers.. around it. .........